Will you come home and stop this pain tonight ?

1) How are you at the moment?
Confused and missing people :'(

2) Why?
Confused ?, to long story to tell and nobody cares...
Missing people ?: The ones I love, is a long time ago I've seen them

3) Give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.
Hmm... xD

4) Do you like yourself?
Noo.. I'm to.. Yeah :(

5) What do you like to do in your free time?
Loving to be with friends (and family sometimes), else my computer and music ! :D

6) Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to[right now, from that place, are you confident enough ||not in future]?
Nope...

7) Do you think fighting make any sense?
Well no...

8) Was last question clever?
Hmm, yeah ;)

9) Which places you'd like to visit?
The usa and uk :D

10) Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? why?
My twin <33, she means the world to me ..
Else all my top 10 friend list

11) What's your mobile phone?
Sony Ericson: W580i grey ... I looove it ! :D

12) Would you like to have (new) one?
Nope I love this one xD..

13) Do you like to:
To feel happines.. There haven't been much lately ..

14) Write poems?
Lol, hahaha.. I can't write one, I suck ;)

15) Eat?
You can't live without food..
It's strange that I'm so thin and eating so much ô.Ô

16) English?
I love to the language (:

17) French?
Hmm... Fine language, but it's not me ;)

18) Slovene?
Hmm.. I have never really heard the speech

19) Polish?
Hmm, it's so difficult O.o

20) Sports?
None =)

21) Internet?
Omg can't live without it :$

22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?
Hmm, depends my mood

23) Are you nervous or calm person?
Nervous how I act infront of other people, who there isn't my friends.. But else I'm clam (:

24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?
TO LOVE PEOPLE CAN BE DIFFICULT, BUT NEVER STOP DOING IT... AND LIVE YOUR LIFE AS YOU WANT IT TO BE, THERE'S NOT A SECOND CHANCE..

25) What's your favourite line in the song?
Nobody knows/Pink - Nobody knows but me, that I sometimes cry

26) The cuttest thing you've ever heard?
Many thing  :$

27) Do you love your parents?
Yeah, but sometimes they drive me crazy..

28) What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?
Do all that kinda things I will never do, and have this big big party with my friends, so I could tell them each how much I love them.. And get really drunk fall a sleep and die..

29) Do you often think about death?
Yes, maybe to many times =/

30) Is this the last question?
As I can see it is =P

by anula333

The challenge:  List 12 songs that cheer you up.

The rules:  Tag 8 people... then those people should tag 6 more after that.

1: Nine in the afternoon - Panic At The Disco

2: Born for this - Paramore

3: It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Deathwish - My Chemical Romance

4: Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

5: A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me - Fall Out boy

6: You and Me - Lifehouse

7: Given up - Linkin Park

8: Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day

9: Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte

10: Over You - Daughtry

11: Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

12: From Yesterday - 30 Seconds To Mars

That was my top 12 today...
Tomorrow I'll come with a new top 12 xD

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** on the next day **

Kira:

I woke up, I was laying at the hospital. I looked around I could see Brendon he was sitting beside me, he was sleeping. I looked at my arm, it was tied in with bandage. I could hear Brendon snore, it was so sweet. He looked like a angel, with his hair in front of his eyes and so peacefully breathing. I kissed him on his forehead, he woke up.” You are a wake” he said when he was stretching himself. “Yes I am”, “How could you do that to me??!”, “Do what?” I asked him, “Cut yours self!”. I blushed and looked away from him. “Look at me!!” he yelled and looked angry at me, I could feel his anger and I started to cry. “I didn’t mean to scare you, but I really care about you!” said Brendon and hugged me tight. We sat on the hospital bed, and hugged each other, and I realized that he loved me, more than any one, I have meet in my life, well I loved him to. He was so carefully and sweet, that he could be a angel. “Are you okay?” he asked me, “Well, I think I am” I whispered in his ear. He kissed my cheek. A doctor walked in, “So miss. Wentz how are you?”, “Well I fine doctor” I answered. “How is the arm?”, “Well it hurts, but I have Brendon to cheer me up” I said and gave him a smile, he smiled back. “Are you her boyfriend?” the doctor asked Brendon, “Ohh…” he looked at me and I nodded to Brendon, “…Yeah she’s my girlfriend” he said and smiled more than I never had seen before. “You look cute together” He doctor said, mean while he wrote in my journal. “Thanks” said Brendon and took my hand. “You can go home tomorrow miss. Wentz” said the doctor, “Thanks” I answered. The doctor went out of the room, Brendon hurried up and lay beside me in the bed under my duvet, and kissed me. “I’ll stay here for tonight, if that’s okay with you?” he asked, “Sure you can!”.

Ryan:

Me and Amber had been at the doctor, I was kinda mad at her, that she could do stuff like that to her self. The doctor had said that she should find a psychologist if it happened again, because it was close this time. “ If I didn’t drove you to the doctor you could be dead Amber!!, don’t do stuff like that” I said, “Ryan, I’m such a fool, I don’t deserve to live”. I took my hand on her cheek, “How can you say stuff like that, about you self?!, you are the star in my life!”. She looked with her brown eyes in mine, “Do you mean that Ryan?”, “Sure I do, if I didn’t I wouldn’t tell you it”. I kissed her. “She looked down, well you have always been there for me, you are so sweet that I can’t describe it” she said and hugged me tight. “I’ll always be here for you Amber!”.

“I have something to ask you about?” I said, “What’s it?”, “Pete and Sam has invited us to a party on Saturday, about 2 days, will you go with me?”, “Well…Okay I will”, “Great!” I said and looked at her. “I have to go now, Shotgun needs his afternoon walk with me, I’ll come and get you on Saturday 6 pm, okay?”, “That’s okay Ryan”. We kissed and I leaved her, I could wait to Saturday to be with her again.

~*~Saturday~*~

I drove over to Ambers flat, I knocked at her door. And she opened, then I saw an angel, it was Amber she was in a white dress with silver stripes, she was so hot!. “Amber is that you?”, “Yeah she said and blushed, “You are so beautiful!”, “Thanks”. I took her hand and we went to the car to drive over to Pete. We got to Pete’s place, “Hey buddy!” yelled Pete and came and hugged me, “Hey Amber” he also yelled and hugged her. “How are you guys?, just take some beers and do whatever you guys want to do” said Pete. “Well we been good” said Amber and took my arm. “Good, I have to go, Sam wants me to help her in kitchen, so c ya”. Amber and me sat us sown in a couch in the living room, there where many people to the party. A lest 30 people, “Do you know any of theses people here?” asked Amber me, “No I don’t….Well there’s someone we know!”, “Where Ryan?”, “At the front door, it’s Brendon and Kira”, “Let me get away from here!!” whispered Amber in my ear. “No!, let us just sit here” I whispered back.  “Look who’s here” yelled Pete, my lovely sister and Brendon, come in and sit down”.

Brendon:

Me and Kira came in, there was many people to the party. We couldn’t see the end of the room, I looked around in the room. And went in to the living room, then I saw that I didn’t expected it was Amber and Ryan, there was sitting in the couch, Amber with Ryan’s arm around her. “Well do you think Sam needs some help in the kitchen?, lets us go out there”, “why, what?” Kira said, I pushed her out there, “Okay, okay, I didn’t thought that you would help in the kitchen voluntarily” she said and laughed. She didn’t see Amber and Ryan fortunately. We went to the kitchen. “Hey Amber and Brendon” said Sam, “Can we help you with anything hun?” asked Kira , “Not right now, Amber has helped me a little, so I don’t need any help, but thanks”, “Amber?!” Kira yelled. I grabbed her, I could feel that she was confused and angry at the same time. “Yeah Amber haven’t you guys meet yet?” said Sam glad. “No!”. “Brendon can’t we leave, I don’t feel well?!, “Kira, we can’t go now, lets stay for some time” I said and kissed her neck. “Brendon!”, “No Amber!”.  Then we went into the dinner room, where we should eat. And of course should me ,Kira, Amber and Ryan sit in the same end of the table. We didn’t say much in the start of the dinner, but in the end, we talked like we haven’t been enemies. I think it was all that alcohol who did it. But it was nice to talk with Amber, Ryan again, and Kira together. We decided to forgive each other for all that have happened between us. Now we were friends again. It was beginning to be late, but we decided to sleep all together over at me and Kira flat. Me and Kira should sleep in our bedroom, and Amber and Ryan in the room beside ours. We went to bed.

Kira:

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10: Cupid’s chokehold.....Gym Class Heroes

9: Last train home.....Lostprophets

8: Boulevard of broken dreams.....Green Day

7: House of cards.....Madina Lake

6: Attack...30  Seconds To Mars

5: In the end...Linkin Park

4: I’m not okay.....My Chemical Romance

3: Your Guardian Angel...Red Jumping Apparatus

2: Fall Out Boys songs....

1: Panic! At The Disco songs...

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~recap~

“How could you do that to me Kira?!, I loved you as I never loved a girl before, how could you!?” Ryan said sad meanwhile he was leaving the room, “Ryan no, don’t go!, I LOVE you!!, I didn’t mean to hurt you, I love you!!” I yelled meanwhile I cried my heart out.  Ryan didn’t even look back.

~end of recap~

Ryan

I locked my room and down to the floor. I throw everything in my room, even that’s Kira’s photo. I was thinking for a while. What does she do??? Does Kira love me no more? I grabbed my black hoodie and go outta the room. I saw that Kira sit on the couch as she looking down to the floor. I shut the door so she looking at me with her wet eyes. I don’t give her any attention. Suddenly, she hugs me, “Ryan, I don’t mean to hurt you… I love you, Ryan…” she said quietly and let me go. I walk passing her and grabbed the car key. I turn on the engine and went to the beach.

I sit down on the sand and playing my fingers. But then a couple minutes later, I feel the rain drops on my skin. And the rain drops became quickly. I ran into the car, “I need someone to talk…” I said to myself. So, I decide to go to Amber’s flat. Its 10pm now… I’m not sure if she going to open the door for me. But I just drive it to her flat. When I arrived, it was still rain. I aim to the door and put my forefinger on the door bell. Shall I push it? I quickly put my hands into my pockets. I shouldn’t be here… I’m just a troublemaker for Amber… I don’t wanna bothering her… I just stand in front of the door. I sigh and feel the rain drops on me. Suddenly, the door’s open. Amber was standing in front of me. She wears big black coat and an umbrella on her hand. I think she want to go somewhere. “Ryan?” she said quietly, “Amber… I’m sorry… I don’t want to bother you… I shouldn’t be here… See you soon…” I replied as I walking away from her. “No… Ryan… I need someone to talk…” she said as she holding my hand. “Okay then… But, sorry before that I’m bothering you…” , “Ur not! Come in!” she smiled to me.

“Here… U are wet… Come on, get dressed!” she said as she gave me a black shirt. “Thanks!” I took the shirt on my hand and aim to the bathroom… I came out for about 3 minutes later. Amber already sat on the table in the kitchen. She drinks a cup of hot chocolate. She throws her coat on the floor. “Come here… U need to drink this!” she said happily. “Okay then!” I nodded and walking closer to her. She gave me a cup of hot chocolate. “Hows Kira?” she asked as she drink her chocolate, “Don’t know… She cheatin’ on me, I guess…” I said quietly. “Ryan, what you talking about?” , “U know… Brendon kiss her…” I lift up my shoulders. “Ur joking, right? Maybe u are too tired or sumthin’… They wouldn’t!” she yelled, “They are kissing, Amber! I saw it with my own fuckin eyes! You still not believe me?” I yelled back, “Okay, okay! I believe you, Ryan… I believe you…” she said quietly, “I’m sorry Amber… I’m sorry that I was yelling at u…” I said as I holding her hands.

Kira

“Kira, I don’t mean to…” Brendon said quietly, “No, Brend! It’s all my fault… Don’t care about me…” I replied, “Don’t care about u??? I have to…” , “Come on, Brend! Let’s go to find him…” I said as I grabbed my hoodie. “But…. But…” , “Shut up, Brend! Let’s gooo!!!!” I yelled.

Brend drive the car. “So, where’s Ryan?” he asked, “Don’t know… But, I think… He’s in Amber’s flat…” I said certainly, “Okay then…” he replied and drives the car.

We arrived at Amber’s house for about 30 minutes later. Me and Brendon aim to the door. “I think it’s locked…” Brendon said quietly, “Nahh… Try it!” I replied. Brendon open the door quietly… “It’s unlocked!” Brendon lift up his eyebrows. “Slow down!” I said quietly. He nodded. We’re walking in slowly.

Then, I saw Amber and Ryan were kissing on the couch. “Ryan!?” I said as down to the floor and cry a loud. They stop kissing and look back at me. “Kira?” Amber said quietly, “Amber?” Brendon said, “Brendon?” Ryan yelled. (lol) “What are u doin, Amber?” Brendon yelled. Amber didn’t say anything. She’s walking closer to me and down to the floor. “Kira… We don’t mean to…” , “Shut up! Enough …” I said. Brendon pulls me to get up. “Thanks Brend…” I smiled to Brend. “So…, this is the reason why you go from the flat?” Brendon yelled to Ryan, “What’s ur problem, dude? U cheating on her?” Ryan said as he drags Amber in front of Brendon. “It’s about u and me, okay?” Brend yelled louder as he push Amber away until Amber fell down to the floor. “See what u have done? Amber and Kira get hurt!” Brendon yelled, “Me? Isn’t it because you?” Ryan yelled louder. They got into a fight. I try to stop ‘em, but it doesn’t work. “STOP YOU GUYS!” I said as I crying a loud. “Come on Kira, let’s go outta here…” Brendon said as he put his hands on my shoulders. We walk outta the flat.

Amber

“Are you okay, Amber?” Ryan said as he pulls me to get up. “Yeh, I’m fine…” I replied. I ran into the bathroom and locked it. I cry a loud… I drop all of my tears. I down to the floor and hitting myself to the wall. “Are you okay, Amber?” Ryan yelled as he knocks the door. “Yeh, I’m okay… Don’t care bout me…” I replied and wipe my tears. I stand up and see my self on the mirror. I hit it until my hand all bleeding. “Amber!!! Open the door, please!” Ryan yelled louder… “I told u! Don’t care about me!” I screamed.

But, Ryan hit the door, and it was opened. “What are u doing? Ur hand are bleeding!” he yelled as he holding my hand. Suddenly, I fell to the floor and don’t remember at all.

Kira

I was crying all the time. Brendon worried about me, “I will not let you get hurt just because him…” Brendon said quietly, “U don’t have to…” I replied and aim to the kitchen. I grabbed the knife and ran into the bathroom. I saw myself in the mirror, broken hearted… I start put the knife on my wrist and cut my self slowly. It’s so fucking hurts! My blood drops onto the floor. I feel really weak, and I was fallen to the floor. The knife was drop beside me. “Thanks everybody…” I said to my self slowly.

I heard that Brendon yelling at me, “KIRA! KIRA! OPEN UR EYES!”

I'm tagged by: Iska...

10: Jon Walker (From Panic! At The Disco,he playes bass)

9: Joel Madden (From Good Charlotte,he's the lead singer)

8: Mickey Way (From My Chemical Roamce, he playes guitar and bass)

7: Axel Evans (I think he's a model...But he's HOT!)

6: Frank Lero (From My Chemical Romance,he playes guitar)

5: Spencer Smith (From Panic! At The Disco,he playes drummes)

4: Johnny Knoxville (From Jack ass)

3: Pete Wentz (From Fall Out Boy,he playes bass)

2: Ryan Ross (From Panic! At The Disco,he playes guitar)

1: Brendon Urie (From Panic! At The Disco,he's the lead singer)

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10: The Fast and the Furious

9: Rush Hour

8: X-Men

7: Back to the future

6: The school of rock

5: American Pie

4: Jackass

3: Harry Potter

2: The O.C (Orange county)

1: Pirates of the caribean!

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Ryan:

I was over at Kira and Ambers place, or should I say Kira, Amber and Brendon. Brendon was kinda moved in at their place, because of Cara. She was a lovely girl, everybody loved her. But here the last few months, Cara was very ill. So she spend most of her time in the bed. “Hey Ryan!” Kira yelled and hugged me tight and gave me a kiss. “Hey good-looking girl” I said. And kissed her even more. “Hey guys, there is kids here!” Brendon said and laughed loud. Brendon was sitting beside Amber with Cara on his knees. “See mom they are good friends” Cara said with her sweet voice. We all laughed. “Dad?”, ”Yes sweetie?”, “I’m tired”. Brendon took Cara in his arms, and carried Cara in to her bed. She waved. “Cara is such a lovely kid” I said to Amber. Amber was staring out of the window, she didn’t answer. After some time Brendon came back, he looked sad. “ So how is it with Cara?” Kira asked and hold my hand tight. “Well…The doctors says that she’s more ill, then they thought” Brendon looked down and stated to cry. Kira went over to Brendon and hugged him. “Don’t cry, she’ll survive, she’s a strong girl” I said. Amber was still sitting in the couch and staring out at the window, she didn’t say anything. There was something wrong with her and Brendon. They were very sad all the time, and they didn’t talk so much more together. I went to sit beside Amber, she didn’t say anything. I hugged her, she started to cry loud. “ What’s wrong?” I asked Amber. She cried even louder. “The doctors says that Cara will in some weeks go to the hospital” Brendon said. “Why?” me and Kira asked. “She will die…Die!” Amber yelled. “Wait let me get this right?!, I thought that it just was a flu?!” I said. “Yes Ryan that’s right, but she has pneumonia and the doctors can’t help her, because she’s to little”. Amber starts to cry. “What why…I can’t believe it!?” said Kira, “Me either” said Brendon. “That’s terribly!” I yelled. After some weeks after that night, came Cara at the hospital, she was more small that ever I haven seen her, she just lay there in this awful bed. And her skin was white. The last couple of weeks didn’t Amber and Brendon talk together. That was painful to see. Very time Brendon tried to kiss Amber or something, she went her bag to him. “Hey Ryan!” yelled Brendon, I was standing right next to Cara in the hospital bed, she was sleeping, she nearly did that all the time, she didn’t have much energy left. “Hey pal, how’s it with you?, I was worried about you” I said, “Well yeah I was thinking, about stuff, but I’m okay”, “What stuff Brendon?”, “I want to leave Amber”. I looked in his eyes, they were wet. “Why?” I asked. “she doesn’t love me more”. “Oh…You can move into my flat, me and Kira will take care of you!”, “Is Kira moved in at your place?!” Brendon said, “Yeah, she is, I couldn’t talk to you in a long time, because you were hiding from us, I wanted to tell you that” I said, “Okay, well yeah, I’ll come with my stuff today”. Brendon left

Brendon:

Later that day I came with my stuff to Ryan and Kira new flat. ”There you are!” Kira yelled and hugged me tight. “Yeah here I’m”, “Your room is right over here”. She went into the kitchen and the hall, “There’s it”. I looked around, it was a big room. “I like it” I said, “If you need something so just ask me or Ryan”, Kira looked at me, “Yeah I’ll”. She hugged me again, and went away. I stared to pack my stuff out, then I fund a picture of Cara. She was wearing a costume, she was Cat-girl, I could see that it was from Halloween. I missed her and Amber, but I couldn’t stand to be near Amber any more, she was paranoid, and it started with that time that Cara went sick, I think she blame me for Caras ill, I don’t know that else I could have done, than move to another place. “Hey Brendon there’s dinner” Kira yelled from the kitchen. “I’m coming” I yelled back . I went to the kitchen and Kira was already sitting down and putting food on my plate. I sat down. “Eat something Brendon, so you’ll get some energy”, “For what” I asked, and putted the fork in my hand. “ I need some help to the garden, and a strong guy as you could help me” Kira said and glanced to me. We sad in some couple of minutes and didn’t say anything. “When does Ryan come home?” I asked, “He will be home some time to night, I don’t know really when ”. “Okay”. We eat and I helped Kira in the kitchen, “Why did you and Amber break up?” Kira asked, “Because…I didn’t love her any more”, “Oh” she said and looked down.” Well and because she didn’t love me any more”, “Why do you think that Brendon?” Kira asked and looked at me, “She was mad all the time, and since Cara went ill, she wouldn’t even look at me when I talked to her”, Kira open her arms and hugged me and said “Poor you”. I stated to laugh a bit, I don’t know really why maybe because I could feel her warm into my chest, it was nice. I tickled her, and she jumped up “Brendon, uhh…You gonna pay for this!”. And I ran away from her, she was right behind ,and she ran fast!. We run into every room in the house, until I felled over Mini Shotgun, so I lay down on the floor, “Now I got you!” Kira yelled and laughed, and she tickled me so bad, that I started to cry. “What are you 2 doing??” Ryan said, “Heey Hun!” Kira yelled and jumped up from my stomach, and ran over to Ryan and kissed him. I stranded up, and took the tears away from my cheeks. “Are you crying man?” Ryan asked and laughed, “ You have a dangerous girlfriend, she tickled me so much that I started to cry”, we all laughed. We sat down at the couch and saw some TV together, Ryan was holding around Kira in a couch, and I was sitting in the other one, with Ryan’s dog Shotgun. My cell phone rang, it was Amber. She was crying, and she said me, Ryan and Kira should come to the hospital immediately. Ryan drove over to the hospital. I saw Amber she was crying, when we arrived. “Cara is dead!” she said to us. Kira hugged her, and me and Ryan stood beside her, I was shocked. My girl was dead!. We all stared to cry a bit, and the doctor came and gave us the paper were the was wrote that Cara was dead by pneumonia. “ IT’S YOUR FAULT!!” Amber screamed and stated beating me, and cried even louder. Ryan took Amber away, and Kira stood beside me, “Are you okay?” she said, “I think I’ll go home to sleep”.  

Kira:

Brendon haven’t been well since he heard that Cara was dead, he had locked him self into his room, and he didn’t answer to me or Ryan, witch was weird because him and Ryan always could talk together. And Amber we also couldn’t talk to, there was quiet in the house since Brendon was in his room all the time. “Hun want shall we do to them?” Ryan asked and kissed me, “ Well Cara’s funeral is about 3 days, we have to talk with them”, “Yeah” he answered.

~*~ 3 days later ~*~

We were standing right next to Cara’s grave, we could see the coffin lay the in the hole with red roses on. Brendon was starring out in the air, and didn’t say anything, Amber was crying. Ryan and me stood beside another close. “It’s a shame to loose a human, and especially when it’s ones kid, but think of when a life ends, there’ll begin a new” said the Priest and throw some earth on the coffin.

~*~ 2 months after Cara’s dead~*~

After the funeral has Brendon be came more like him self, he started to talk with me and Ryan more. “Hey Guys I’m going to a job interview to day” Brendon said at the morning table, meantime we was eating, “That’s great pal!, what kinda job?” Ryan asked and punched Brendon a little on his arm. “It’s in a computer business, where I maybe will come to sit and fix computers”, “That sounds like a great job, with many money” I said, “Well I have to pay you money for I live here, you can’t afford it”, “Don’t think of it Brendon, you’re a friend, you are like a brother to me” Ryan said and hold me tight, meanwhile he looked at Brendon. “Thanks Ryan, I think you as a brother to, but I’ll give you money(!)” Brendon said and left. “It’s great to see that Brendon is well again” Ryan said, “Yeah it is Ryan, I couldn’t bare that he was sad all the time, because when he was sad you also was it”, “I was?” Ryan said, “Yes you was”, “Well I didn’t knew, I love you so much!” Ryan said and kissed my neck softly. “I will always love you” I said and kisses him more. (Barking) I looked down it was Shotgun and Mary there was barking, “ Silly dogs, you can’t stand that she’s mine” Ryan said and hold me tight and kissed my nose, meanwhile we both was laughing. After some minutes kissing Ryan said sad “I got to go Kira”, “When will you be home hun?”, “I don’t know” he kissed my forehead and left. I went to the TV and saw some stupid afternoon’s series, then I came to think about Brendon, since Cara’s dead him and me we had talked a lot about Amber and how she treated him, I haven’t heard from her since the funeral, was she well?. Well I will not call her because of Brendon.(BANG) “I got the job!!” it was Brendon who said that, “That’s great” I hugged him. “I’ll make some coffee to us” I said and went to the kitchen. Brendon follow with and sat at a chair. We talk. “Here’s your coffee” I said and gave it to him. He looked in my eyes, and I looked in his. We sat and talked the whole afternoon until late in the evening. And I don’t know what there happen, but we kissed…Or I mean Brendon kissed me, I wanted to push him away but…”What the hell?!?!?!?!”, I pushed Brendon away, it was Ryan(!).He was mad and he was already  holding Brendon in his shirt “What are you thinking you’re doing?!” he said angry, Brendon didn’t get a chance to answer before Ryan slap him. Brendon lied on the floor, but he jumped up, and him and Ryan got into a fight. I tried to stop them, but I couldn’t. “STOP!!” I yelled, they stopped. We looked at each other. “How could you do that to me Kira?!, I loved you as I never loved a girl before, how could you!?” Ryan said sad meanwhile he was leaving the room, “Ryan no, don’t go!, I LOVE you!!, I didn’t mean to hurt you, I love you!!” I yelled meanwhile I cried my heart out.  Ryan didn’t even look back.

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Brendon

Amberly:

The girls and I decided to have a little girls night at our house. We invited Sam to the girls night, cause she was a friend of the family. “Why do we have to leave the house to night?” Brendon asked, “Are you a girl, if you are I want to know” I said and giggled a bit. Brendon walks towards me, and puts his arms around me, and whispers in my ear “If I am, would you care?”. I pushed him away, and said “YES a lot”, “Why?”, “I don’t want to be gay” and I looked at him confused and laughed, he laughed louder. “You, Pete and Ryan, could go to the pub, and do what guys do” Kira said. Ryan sneaked up (from behind) at Kira, and put his arms around her stomach and said “What do boys do?”, “I don’t know, figure something out” said Kira and kissed Ryan’s cheek. “So you 2 love birds” Brendon yelled, Ryan blushed (again), and he and Kira went to the kitchen hand in hand. Brendon stood in front of me, and had kind of a “dirty” look in his eyes, he walks towards to me again, and while his eye browns moved slowly up and down. I was like what?, what are you doing?!. He took his hands under my shirt. “Huuh your hands are cold!”, “I know you like it” he said and kissed my neck gently. “When can we be together again, tonight?” he asked,”Again??”, “Yeah you know Amber”, “Oh not tonight Brendon sorry…I guess some other time”. We hugged tight. “WTF?!?” I jumped backwards and said surprised “Pete… You here?…You’re early”. Pete looked at Brendon and me. “She was cold” said Brendon, we blushed a little. “ Oh yeah it’s pretty cold in here” Pete said and giggled a bit.

Ryan:

I was helping Kira in the kitchen. “Hey!”, Sam walked in, “Can I help?” Kira answered to Sam “Sure, you can make some popcorns”, “Great”. “Hey Ryan we must go now” yelled Pete. And Ryan threw away everything he had in his hands, and kissed Kira goodbye. The guys left and the girls yelled “The girls night can begin”. Me and the guys took my car to the nearest pub. We went into the pub, and ordered some beers and sat in our usual corner.” So you and Kira are pretty serious about you’re relationship?” Pete asked, “Well… Yeah, we like each other, I think I like her a lot!!” I answered. “If you hurt her, I swear I’ll kill you!”, I showed my palms and pulled back, “Take it easy Pete, I love her, I would never hurt her!”, “Hey Ryan, take it easy I wasn’t that serious!”. We all laughed. ”Brendon how’s things with you and Amberly?” asked Ryan, ”Well I like her… A lot, I think, I might love her…I love her!, but I don’t know if she loves me?” , “ Well some hours ago, it looked like she loved you a lot”, Pete said and laughed a bit. Brendon giggled a bit and said “Yeah you caught me!”. (Ryan’s thought) What?, caught you doing what?, “What did you do Brendon?” I asked, “Yeah Brendon tell Ryan what you did…Tell him” Pete said and laughed loudly, “Well…Oh…You know…I kinda had my hands under her shirt… “Brendon blushed. I was like “wow relax” I said. “Don’t you do what kind of stuff with Kira?” Brendon asked. “ Well she has a amazing body” and I could feel that I blushed a little. “Wow!, Ryan it’s my sister you are talking about!” Pete yelled. I blushed a little more. “Can you get more red in your head, than you are now, Ryan?” Brendon asked. “I don’t think he can” Pete said and we all laughed.

Kira:

Me and Sam we’re watching movies in the living room, suddenly Amberly yells from the bathroom “Kira! Get out here NOW!”. I runs to the bathroom as fast I could. “What’s the rush Amber?”, “Is this thing supposed to be pink or blue?”. I looked at Amber, she looked very confused, she was holding this thing in her hand, I looked around, and saw a pregnancy test package. “OMG Amber you are pregnant, it supposed to be pink…It’s PINK!”. Amber sat down on the bathroom floor, she was crying. “I’m pregnant!”. Sam knocked at the door, “What’s the matter?” she asked, we opened the door and went back to the living room, we sat down on the couch, with Amber between us, she was still crying.  “ What shall I do?” Amber cried, “Do what?” asked Sam. I told her what there was happened and she said “Wow, you’re pregnant, will you keep the baby?”. She cried even louder “ Do any of you know if Brendon likes kids?” Amber asked. Sam and I shocked our heads and said “I don’t know

~After a few hours~

Brendon:

After some beers me and the guys went back to Kira’s place, the girls were sitting on the couch. I ran over to the couch and kissed Amberly, Amberly jumped up the couch, well I though it was Amber but no!, it was Sam. “Hey Brendon don’t take my girl, you already got one” Pete yelled from the kitchen.” Wow, wow your not my girl, where’s Amber?”, I looked around, and I saw Amber sit in the dark corner of the living room. “There she is”. I walked over to her, I could see her eyes were wet,, “What’s wrong?” I asked and hugged her, she started to cry, “hey, hey don’t cry, I’m here now”. She wisped in my ear, but I couldn’t hear it, “What are you saying Amber?” I asked and looked at her. She looked at me with her wet brown eyes, “I’m pregnant”. (Brendon thought) WOW, I’m gonna be a daddy, wow. I jumped up and Amber was still sitting at the floor, “Don’t be mad?” she said. I help her up, and hugged her tight. “Why should I be mad?!, you’re so wonderfuld Amber!!. We kissed

~9 months later~

Brendon:

Amberly

~In the morning~

I start to open my eyes slowly. I was fall asleep on the couch. I see Brendon still sleep beside me. Oh my God, last night I was sleep here with him? His arm is around my stomach. I try to push his arm slowly. But he’s awake, he open his eyes and looking at me. He gets up and gives me a kiss on my cheek. My face embarrassed. He holds my hand and pulls me to get up. “Good morning!” he said excited, “Good morning! What time is it?” I asked and give him a smile “It’s 8am...” we joined with Ryan and Kira in the kitchen. They are having breakfast. Kira give us a bowl of cereal “I want to go to the pet shop this afternoon... May I?” I asked “That’s a great idea!” Kira said excited 

~At the pet shop~

Kira and I aim to the pet shop really excited, Brendon and Ryan walk in behind us. There’s a girl and I think I know her. When she talking to the pet shop’s owner, it sounds like... like... Samantha? I’m walking closer to her “Samantha?” I asked, “Yes?” she replied. Yes, I know her... It’s her! “Do you remember me?” I said excited “Ummm.... Wait...” she said confused. She looking at my eyes deeply, she hugs me tightly “Ow my bestie!!! I missed u soo much!!!” she said cheerfully. Samantha is my best bud since we are in junior high school “Sam, this is my friends Ryan, Brendon and Kira” I said “No...! Brendon is her boyfriend!” Kira yelled. Sam shakes their hand one by one. Kira buy some dog food and then we back to go home “See ya soon, Sam! Call me!” I said excited “Always!” she smiled. We back home and playing with all that puppies!

Kira

I want to have fun tonight. What I shall to do? I whispered to Amber “Amber, I want to have fun tonight.